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信心不是高調是極其卑微的一種等候。信心不是無中生有否則只是一場騙局。信心和懷疑手牽手左心旁右心室一直Talk Talk。真的真的如果從不懷疑要信心啥用？
主啊主啊我信心不夠求袮幫助我！
以上
主啊，這樣的饒舌歌，袮喜歡嗎？
啾啾，晚安！
今天加班忙碌，但我靈裡飽足。
謝謝袮，我愛袮。
阿門
-- S via iPhone

海! 海! 海!

" 海, 我們是這麼說好的,

老了,也不長大... "

一間房子

終有一天,你會為我蓋一間房子

站在土裡 靠近天空,

我羽翼游走的珠水

在窗台抖落

有梯子往上

你說 這是我們的路

一定要

一踏一踏地

往天堂走去

終有一天,

你會為我蓋一間房子

小小的夠我綣居

大大的窗和遠方相望

你一定知道
我嚮往廣大 卻因窄小而安心

我堅持自由的趨向 卻 迷戀每一個小小的
幸福

終有一天,你會為我蓋一間房子

在
不久的將來
或
末日之前








Tree House  by Robert Potokar and Janez Brežnik




讀愛

"所愛之人同時也是單一的、區隔的、分離的。

你將所愛之人界定得越仔細，無關乎任何定價值，你對他的愛就越親密。

有限的輪廓是對方的一種證明，無限的感情則是由這個輪廓所涵蓋的東西激發而成。"

-- John Berger 愛的ABC

你懂了嗎? 你看見愛的輪廓了嗎?

我的視線昏眛，彷彿未曾看見。

-- S via iPhone

癮

＂Duke,這本書為什麼這麼好看呀？！＂







我聽說，幸福，就是能夠有意識地過著自己渴望的生活。
我聽說，追求美好生活的方法, 將成為我們是否留得住美好感覺的關鍵所在。
我聽說，上癮的共通性是得不到無條件的愛。.

...我因此而感到悲傷,即使我即將老去,但身體裡依然隱藏那個小女孩不被愛的記憶,我無能為力。

我聽說，戒不掉的癮是自己。
我聽說，掌控是上癮最大的陷阱。
我聽說，一切的改變,從承認開始。

...我知道可能今生都要讓你們懷著遺憾的眼光看我,站在遙遠的冰原上凝望著你們。
即使我無法靠近,請相信,在我心底最底最底,還有你們記得的那個孩子,
熱情,渴望,愛恨分明,永遠學不會你們要的規矩。

我聽說，我聽說...誠實是對自己負責的開始。

於是, 我坦白,我不知道愛,我不會愛,什麼是無條件的愛?
不要來這裡歸勸,不要來這裡說道理, 這只是一個以上癮行為生活的人的
自‧言‧自‧語。

一切的改變,都從這裡開始。


-- S via iPhone

我不簽！

他要我在所有人確認過的文件，塗改、簽字。保護某些人，是他範圍內的公正，卻不是我的公理。

如果，人在私欲之外，必須在不同的價值上二選一，我的選擇是，起碼，與我相信的良善一致；底線是，終老時，不會遺憾羞愧而死。


-- S via iPhone

入秋

＂追究幸福
就像追究死亡，最終只需面對自己，
而不是誰告訴你的
幸福的定義。＂

羊,快回來!

{Hedi Slimane}

我們和天使的區別是
我們的沸點不同
他們容易蒸發
而且比較傾向於愛。
雖然我們也是這麼這麼的透明
卻被各種邪惡的枝節感動啟發
帶著大大的悲傷醒來。
並在不斷叉開的故事支線上
走失了我們唯一的那隻羊

-- 夏宇 [ 非常緩慢而且甜蜜的死 ]

太陽出來了,我坦白

20°C

舒適而愚笨, 平靜 但很疏離.

好像,這一切,    都
與．我．無．關.

無情是一種病嗎? 我這麼想,  
有什麼可以治療?

我

真．的．無．情.

有一種蟲, 吃掉了我所有的感情.

太陽出來了,我就這樣坦白

( 呼叫蜘蛛人, 玻璃真的該洗了.... )

A song for U

 

Wrote you this
I hope you got it safe
It's been so long
I don't know what to say
I've travelled 'round
Through deserts on my horse
But jokes aside
I wanna come back home
You know that night
I said i had to go
You said you'd meet me
On the sunny road

It's time, meet me on the sunny road
it's time, meet me on the sunny road

I never married
Never had those kids
I loved too many
Now heaven's closed its gates.
I know I'm bad
To jump on you like this
Some things don't change
My middle name's still 'Risk'
I know that night
So long long time ago
Will you still meet me
On the sunny road

It's time, meet me on the sunny road
It's time, meet me on the sunny road

Well, this is it
I'm running out of space
Here is my address
And number just in case.
This time as one
We'll find which way to go
Now come and meet me
On the sunny road

大雨有時

大雨!

大雨!

我在大雨的傘下招不到計程車,一直聽到這首歌...

就像一個很狼狽的MTV.

  
Like a Rolling Stone [by Bob Dylan]

Once upon a time you dressed so fine
You threw the bums a dime in your prime, didn't you?
People'd call, say, "Beware doll, you&...#039;re bound to fall"
You thought they were all kiddin' you
You used to laugh about
Everybody that was hangin' out
Now you don't talk so loud
Now you don't seem so proud
About having to be scrounging for your next meal.

從前從前 妳穿的還蠻體面的
那時候趾氣高昂的妳 扔了些零錢給流浪漢們 對吧?
人們總是說 "小妞, 小心點, 妳大概會跌倒喔"
妳以為大家在跟妳開玩笑.
那時候 妳總是笑在外面晃蕩的人們
現在 妳沈默了
乞討著不知著落的下一餐
妳似乎不再那麼驕傲.

How does it feel
How does it feel
To be without a home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone?
是怎樣的感覺?
居無定所 四處漂泊
像一個無名氏
像一顆滾著不停的石頭.

You've gone to the finest school all right, Miss Lonely
But you know you only used to get juiced in it
And nobody has ever taught you how to live on the street
And now you find out you're gonna have to get used to it
You said you'd never compromise
With the mystery tramp, but now you realize
He's not selling any alibis
As you stare into the vacuum of his eyes
And ask him do you want to make a deal?
寂寞的小姐, 妳的確去唸了最好的學校
在學校過慣了好生活 卻沒被教導如何生存街頭
結果現在發現 必須習慣這樣的方式
而妳曾經說過 面對著來歷不明的流浪者 妳將永不妥協
結果妳發現 他賣的東西沒什麼了不得
於是妳直視他空洞的雙瞳
問他 來個交易 如何?

How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone?
是怎樣的感覺?
自己一個人 找不到回家的方向
像是一個無名氏
像是一顆滾著不停的石頭.

You never turned around to see the frowns on the jugglers and the clowns
When they all come down and did tricks for you
You never understood that it ain't no good
You shouldn't let other people get your kicks for you
You used to ride on the chrome horse with your diplomat
Who carried on his shoulder a Siamese cat
Ain't it hard when you discover that
He really wasn't where it's at
After he took from you everything he could steal.
當小丑們 在妳面前逗著妳笑
妳從未轉過身 發現他們臉上的愁容
從未了解 不應老是拿他們擋箭
然後妳坐在那個花言巧語的王子身後
而他肩上總是臥著一隻暹邏貓
當妳發現他並不如妳所想的時候 應該很難受吧?
看著他漸漸從妳身上 極盡所能的掏空所有東西.

How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone?
是怎樣的感覺?
自己一個人 找不到回家的方向
像是一個無名氏
像是一顆滾著不停的石頭.

Princess on the steeple and all the pretty people
They're drinkin', thinkin' that they got it made
Exchanging all kinds of precious gifts and things
But you'd better lift your diamond ring, you'd better pawn it babe
You used to be so amused
At Napoleon in rags and the language that he used
Go to him now, he calls you, you can't refuse
When you got nothing, you got nothing to lose
You're invisible now, you got no secrets to conceal.
公主在高塔上跟著一群光鮮亮麗的人們
喝著酒慶祝 相互交換各式名貴的禮物 想著一切理當如此
妳呢 妳最好脫下妳的鑽石戒指 乾脆當了它吧寶貝
妳不是曾經訕笑著 那個穿著破爛衣服的拿破崙 和他所使用的那些話語
去他那吧
他正在叫妳 妳已經無法拒絕
當妳什麼都沒有 妳就沒什麼好失去的
現在沒人當妳一回事 沒有什麼祕密好隱藏了

How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone?
是怎樣的感覺?
自己一個人 找不到回家的方向
像是一個無名氏
像是一顆滾著不停的石頭.

Me and the other me

... we will be always together as long as the life is lasting ...

There is no mystery. Like the sun and the moon. Like the cloud and the rain. Like the flower and the bee.
There is " we".
I'll always love you, the other me ,  me2.

( Photo by Jane Heller )

[ A night of Blue ]

  

Hello my love
It's getting cold on this island
I'm sad alone
I'm so sad on my own
The truth is
We were much too young
Now I'm looking for you
Or anyone like you


We said goodbye
With the smile on our faces
Now you're alone
You're so sad on your own
The truth is
We run out of time
Now you’re looking for me
Or anyone like me


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