i Am

我的相片
在天堂和世界之間; 在真實和假象之間;在一切的選擇和結果之間, 是我.

2009年7月24日

A quiet river



「村上春樹去見河合隼雄」



 I wake up like a quiet river.
  

17:00

The pain of every month, it keeps me in silence.
So much pain that have dragged me down to a space , deep and isolated, where no voice I can hear.
Everything is blurred, and I am the only one clear, the one alone with my body and aches.

The thing weird is that I almost feel contented at the same time. It is like the pain is a blessing. I'l take it. I can take it.
The pain and the joy are holding hands...Je ne sais quoi …

The book I read by the bed last night was so insightful.

 Sure! I am never tired of Murakami Haruki, yet why the book touched me so much is because of Hayao Kawai's input. (河合隼雄)

I wake up like a quiet river.
And now, I am drifting on it waiting for the moment that I could continue my reading.